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Fear - fear of becoming the traitor to great britain just like her mother said she would become. she's afraid of betraying her ideals and goals and her king that she serves, and she hates the idea of being nothing but a puppet for her mother. she wants to be more than that - defy her destiny that morgan le fay said she was doomed to - so the idea of being nothing but the puppet she was meant to be and the traitor she was slated to be is, upsetting, to say the least, - fear of being a puppet, again, losing agency. losing control of her body, like, literally losing control of her body. - fear of being rejected by her king. it's the feeling of so much adoration and respect and at the same time a feeling of crippling disgust for oneself, that one looks dirty, and then the idea of that object of idolatry looking to one and seeing all of one's faults like they're on public display. a feeling beyond humiliation - the sort of dread one feels when they're overly aware of their own faults and are waiting for the person they love to acknowledge it any day now, that suspenseful feeling that twists the gut
Unsettling Images/etc graveyards, tombstones, spooky magic things like pentagrams etc, dead bodies, anything that reminds her of her mother. fairies.
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Character Team dahlia
Symbol of Restraint puppet strings.
Fear
- fear of becoming the traitor to great britain just like her mother said she would become. she's afraid of betraying her ideals and goals and her king that she serves, and she hates the idea of being nothing but a puppet for her mother. she wants to be more than that - defy her destiny that morgan le fay said she was doomed to - so the idea of being nothing but the puppet she was meant to be and the traitor she was slated to be is, upsetting, to say the least,
- fear of being a puppet, again, losing agency. losing control of her body, like, literally losing control of her body.
- fear of being rejected by her king. it's the feeling of so much adoration and respect and at the same time a feeling of crippling disgust for oneself, that one looks dirty, and then the idea of that object of idolatry looking to one and seeing all of one's faults like they're on public display. a feeling beyond humiliation - the sort of dread one feels when they're overly aware of their own faults and are waiting for the person they love to acknowledge it any day now, that suspenseful feeling that twists the gut
Unsettling Images/etc graveyards, tombstones, spooky magic things like pentagrams etc, dead bodies, anything that reminds her of her mother. fairies.
Missing sense of touch, limb control, strength