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Fear FEAR OF BEING ALONE, FULL STOP. Specifically, becoming so by either the people she's come to care for turning on her/realizing that she's a disgusting monster after all or because she killed all of them \:'D/ (People would be like. Uriel, Kuuha, Dark, with maybe Giovanni and Yonah as well)
To some extent to go with this, her ~monstrous self~ tainting others? She firmly believes her own gross desires for violence/vengeance/assorted other selfish impulses that are in fact incredibly human but she thinks she's not allowed to have can "infect" other people, particularly via the team bond.
Loss of control in general is also Bad— which is a broad concept mostly because nearly any kind wigs her out. Accidentally hurting someone due to loss of control? Yep. Loss of control over herself due to berserking? YEP. Loss of control over a situation/someone else? Yeeep. She associates it universally with Bad Things Happening and starts feeling panicky and trapped and desperate.
Drowning: GIRL ONCE SPENT A FULL 24 HOURS UNDERWATER WITH THE EMOTIONAL EQUIVALENT OF THE SONIC DROWNING MUSIC IN HER HEAD AND IT STILL RANKS AS ONE OF THE MOST TERRIFYING THINGS THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO HER. She's too heavy/dense to swim but can't actually die from lack of oxygen in any way s o.
Unsettling Images/etc Fire, deep water (particularly if the bottom can't be seen), medical/science horror bullshit, bloody hand prints, crushed/deformed objects where you can see the imprints of what did the deforming, mirrors and other reflective surfaces in no particular order (bonus points for distorted reflections). She's esp phobic of deep water and mirrors etc make her sick though for maximum [ internal screaming ] Adding apples/other Christian imagery on a lesser scale, particularly if it's damaged or decayed.
Missing Sight, empathy/morals, or her "self control" (inhibitions/brain to mouth filter) for a lower level one! Sight would basically physically paralyze her and empathy/morals would not really bother her until after the effect is removed so I guess it depends what kind of effect you want for the game.
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Character Team Larkspur
Symbol of Restraint Medical restraints.
Fear FEAR OF BEING ALONE, FULL STOP. Specifically, becoming so by either the people she's come to care for turning on her/realizing that she's a disgusting monster after all or because she killed all of them \:'D/ (People would be like. Uriel, Kuuha, Dark, with maybe Giovanni and Yonah as well)
To some extent to go with this, her ~monstrous self~ tainting others? She firmly believes her own gross desires for violence/vengeance/assorted other selfish impulses that are in fact incredibly human but she thinks she's not allowed to have can "infect" other people, particularly via the team bond.
Loss of control in general is also Bad— which is a broad concept mostly because nearly any kind wigs her out. Accidentally hurting someone due to loss of control? Yep. Loss of control over herself due to berserking? YEP. Loss of control over a situation/someone else? Yeeep. She associates it universally with Bad Things Happening and starts feeling panicky and trapped and desperate.
Drowning: GIRL ONCE SPENT A FULL 24 HOURS UNDERWATER WITH THE EMOTIONAL EQUIVALENT OF THE SONIC DROWNING MUSIC IN HER HEAD AND IT STILL RANKS AS ONE OF THE MOST TERRIFYING THINGS THAT HAS EVER HAPPENED TO HER. She's too heavy/dense to swim but can't actually die from lack of oxygen in any way s o.
Unsettling Images/etc Fire, deep water (particularly if the bottom can't be seen), medical/science horror bullshit, bloody hand prints, crushed/deformed objects where you can see the imprints of what did the deforming, mirrors and other reflective surfaces in no particular order (bonus points for distorted reflections). She's esp phobic of deep water and mirrors etc make her sick though for maximum [ internal screaming ] Adding apples/other Christian imagery on a lesser scale, particularly if it's damaged or decayed.
edit to add HA HA BASICALLY THIS VIDEO...
Missing Sight, empathy/morals, or her "self control" (inhibitions/brain to mouth filter) for a lower level one! Sight would basically physically paralyze her and empathy/morals would not really bother her until after the effect is removed so I guess it depends what kind of effect you want for the game.